For the last 36 hours I have been holed up in a local hotel room all by myself. I'll pause a moment to let the full magnitude of those last three words fully dawn upon you. It has been blessedly silent. The clack of my keys is the only noise I hear as I try to document this wonderful retreat in the minutes I have before check-out.
I asked for this weekend several months ago, knowing I would need a concentrated block of time to plan next year's school curriculum for A's kindergarten year. So I ordered my books and lugged them along and have spent my time familiarizing myself with the schedule and books, filling in extras, planning field trips, and surfing forums for great ideas. I feel like I'm in a good place to start this fall, considering I will have minimal capacity for further planning between now and then.
But I have also relished the independence of this weekend...eating my meals whenever and wherever I wanted, not sharing the food on my plate, and being able to read a book in silence while I ate. Waking when my body was ready, bathing at my leisure, watching tv without consideration of its audience, popping in and out of my car for multiple errands within an hour. All these things help to detox my mind, my attitude, my motivation and fortify me to return to the hardest job I'll ever love. It's a total mommy cleanse and I didn't have to drink anything nasty.
Many, many thanks to J for making this time possible. Thank you for investing in our children while I was away, for caring about their education and supporting me in homeschooling, and for loving me enough to know when I need a good cleanse. I promise to only do it once a year.
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